I came here to reply to my dear carolinacak and just remember to post here...

So, this week started with bad news...yesterday I was too lazy to go to college and had to study a lot because today I'd make an exam...so I just woke up later to get more stamina to study during the whole day...but, at afternoon my mom just took me to the mall with her...on the way to the mall, I got a call...it was my friend, telling me that the exam was cancelled...I felt relieved, but then, the reason for them to cancel the exam fell like a bomb on my head...a friend of college, had passed away at morning...gosh!! I went speechless at the same moment...I couldn't believe...she was such a wonderful girl...so young...so nice...why her?! She had cancer...was treating the disease, but lately, she wasn't responding to chemotherapy...then, the cancer progressed to metastasis...
Today was her funeral...I went there and couldn't help, but cried a lot...seeing her there...thinking that she will never be with us, anymore...I think that life is unfair...why such a great girl had to leave so soon!? With a whole life to live...so many dreams...but she enjoyed life a lot...and now, she's not suffering anymore...and certainly, she's in a better place...and wherever she is, she'll be looking for us here...and all the good memories, will remain in my heart...Van, I'm glad I could met you... I'll miss u a lot girl...=/

Sorry about this sad post...but I thought that writing will make me feel better...
I'm waiting for good things to come this week...

But the world won't stop for me to heal my sadness huh?! So, need to get back to study...have to make a report...but my mind is a total mess now...*sighs* Can't think properly now...

Life goes on...

Yaaaayy!! I received my copy of EXILE The Monster Live Tour 2009 this morning!!! Finally!! \o/ It took more than a week to arrive here...actually, it was the post office service's fault!! The dvd arrived here at oct. 30!! And just today I received it...we had a holiday this week that messed with the whole thing!! I was really pissed!! 
But, after a whole week waiting, today I could watch the concert!! And I can say that is AMAZING!!! Just loved everything!! The central stage, the opening, the songs...but definetly missed Fireworks!! =/ Looking for Saitama Concert!! Less than a month and the album will come up!! Yaay! =D
Yasashii Hikari...omg! It was great with Atsushi on piano and Takahiro on guitar!! GENERATION is awesome too with the four of them singing together!! Not to mention Ai subeki mirai e, Someday, THE NEXT DOOR...=D Ah! All of them dancing at SUPER SHINE!! Wah, I'm speechless...!! *excited mode on!!!* And Takahiro?! omg! *faints*
This made my week!! *__*
*Ok, excited mode off*

Now...talking about my life...
Tomorrow is saturday, and I'll be at college the whole morning!!! Waah, it's so tiring...don't know if I'll survive till the graduation!! u.u" Every single week we have at least one exam...it's so nerve wrecking!! Has been a long time since I really rest at weekends...;_;
Aaaand!! To complete my week...I'm literally speechless!! I lost my voice yesterday...my throat is starting to ache...and I really dunno what to do!! I'm so pissed!! Hate to lose my voice...I wanna talk, but I can't!! It's sad...u.u
Ok, enough of claim about life!! =P

Random stuff...
I downloaded Cooking Mama 3 for my DS!! xD It's addictive!! But I think it's harder than the past 2... Crosswords too!!! Such an ordinary game, but since I began playing it, I couldn't stop!! =P Now I'm gonna try Scribblenauts...I really don't know it at all, but some friends told me it's nice and I was curious about it...gonna play it this night!!
And hell, it's too hot here!!! And we're stil at spring!! Don't even want to think about weather when summer comes...u.u" The only thing I really want now, is to go to the beach!! =D Take some tan...REST a lot...walk on the beach...waahh...it's so nice, huh?! ^^ Well...I like this weather...Since it's not raining (I really hate rainy days), everything's ok!!
Talking about dramas...I haven't watched Tokyo DOGS yet!! >_< Have already downloaded it, but had no time to watch it!! =/ And I'm watching My Girl...papa Aiba-chan is cute!! ^^
And Arashi Challenge Week?! =D I was able to watch some Zoom in at key hole...but I lost the odoroki sp!! I didn't wake up on time to catch the tv show...u.u" I was watching the 3D experiment at youtube and gosh! It really worked! Hahaha!! But those 3D glasses always gives me headaches...>.>

Hm...I think that's all...sorry about the long post!! >_<
I'm off to finish some college things...!! Always college...it'll kill me some day!! =X

Yaay! Finally a holiday!! \o/
But I can say that it won't change anything to me...¬¬" My exams are coming, and I really need to study!! So, probably I'll spend this free time to study!! =( BTW, my LJ is always full of my study life...so boring, I know, but that's my life!! =P
Hm...it's October already!! My Girl started today...I couldn't resist and downloaded the raw file and definetly, I understood just few things!! xD But I loved the first ep!! So, I'm waiting for subs!! =p Next week (10.19) starts Tokyo Dogs....Oguri Shun, Mizushima Hiro...and EXILE song!! Kyaaa~!! =D Sure I'll be looking forward it!! 
Talking about EXILE...can't wait for the DVD!!! I made my pre-order months ago...and now the release date is near...waaah, I'm really curious to watch this tour!! But I didn't like the setlist...they didn't play Fireworks at the DVD concert...so sad!! =/ Maybe they'll put the concert where they played Fireworks on the album, that will be released at december...just like Evolution Tour...¬¬" This make me mad and poor too.
Wah..need to get back to my studies...¬¬" As always, college drives me crazy...!! 

Aaaarghh...just realized that I've downloaded one file that I already had in my pc!! Waaaaah!! I can't believe!! It took me the whole afternoon to complete the download...what a waste of time!! >__<"

I just realize that my last post was almost a month ago!! o.O" I was studying a lot...and when I was up to finish the semester, what happened?! My university (and I think all the schools around the city too) stopped all activities due to swine flu...Oh gosh...I was so happy that I'd finally waste time doing nothing but rest at home...then it happens!! I can't deny that I do rest this past 2 weeks, but it's not like vacations!! =/ This week I went back to college, just to finish some exams! If everything goes well, with luck I'll have almost 3 weeks to spare! Can't wait for this weekend, when I'll finish my regular exams...I need some rest!!

I finally finished watching Mei-chan no shitsuji...omg, I want a butler like Rihito!! *__* Hehe!! It's such a great drama!! And downloaded Mr Brain...I'm watching the 1st ep now, and looks interesting..I like this kind of drama..!!
About summer dramas, I'm watching Buzzer Beat!! Waah, can't wait for ep 6 subs!! Really wanna know what will happen...u.u"

Wah, just started raining again...definetly, I hate rainy days!! >__<"
I became lazy to write more...I'll take a nap and rest a little bit! xD

Uwaaaaaa~!!
We're just at tuesday, and I can't wait for weekend!! >__<" I'm really really really tired....my head aches...my shoulders aches...my neck aches....my body aches!!!! Waaaa....I need a looong loong time to rest...with no worries...nothing to think about, I need my vacations!! Seems that when we're getting closer to, it'll never come....oh gosh!!!
This week is full of exams!! Can't stand it anymore!! I'm sick and tired of my college!! I know this is not the first time I write this, but really, it's so stressfull!! Final exams coming, they're driving me crazy!! I don't wanna study!!!! =( Even my mind is tired...can't even think about simple things, imagine thinking about viruses (including the whole stuff that envolves Influenza A....I'm tired of it too!!!), immunology, pathology, microbiology, pharmacobotanical...yeah, those are the disciplines that are driving me mad!! 
Anyway...one more time, I'm using LJ to release my stress!! Gomen for those that read this!!
To complete my complaints, last week I made my driving exam....and I was disapproved!!! Waah, I was angry to myself!! I comitted a mistake that I've never done before!!! My legs were shaking, I was so nervous that I couldn't drive well!! Now I have to pay something about 70 dollars (if compared to Brazil's currency) to make a new exam...I'm so disappointed...=/
Well...behind all these boring stuffs, one thing makes me happy!! I won the Quiz at EXILE Fantasy Land forum!! ^^ Yay!! I'm so glad of it!!! Can't wait my Fireworks' single to arrive!! ^__^ Thanks a loooot Lia, Gail ne~!! <3
Uhh...*excited mode off*...now, back to reality!! =/
I need to study!! Now!! =p But I don't waaaaaannnttt!! >__<"
Gotta go!!! =P

As I'm lazy to do all the college works that I should be doing...time to write some random things...=p

Yaaayyy, Fireworks pv is awesome!!! I've watched just a preview, can't wait to watch the whole video!! ^^ I can't count how many times I've watched it today!! xD Btw, the single will be released soon...thinking about buying it...but still don't know...*thinking about my credit card bill T_T*

Another holiday is coming!! Yay! \o/ 2 days without classes + weekend = so many time to rest!! Or no...works to do...exams coming...omg! >__< I prefer not thinking about it now!! At least at these days...I'm gonna rest, have fun...watch some movies, I really really wanna watch Ice Age 3!! It looks great!! I just loved the previous 2 movies...hope the 3rd is even better than the others!! ^^

Hm...I'll turn back to the things that I should have already finished but my laziness can't let me do this!! xD
Waaaah, I need some vacation!! Desperately!!! T___T

Ja~! ^^

Wah...I'm really really pissed off today...
Know that days you feel like you shouldn't have left home?!? Yup, this is how I'm feeling!!! Nothing works today!! 
I went to college and didn't had classes at morning!! I mean...had class, but my group was choosen to start the experiment at the last morning period....ok...I was pissed, but shoganai ne~...had to spent my time using the college's internet...=p When I should enter the lab, a surprise: the first group hadn't finished their work yet!!!!!! I was the fourth and last group to enter...don't need to say that I became more pissed!!!! To complete, it was raining a lot...I just hate getting out of my house when it's raining u.u" So, my group just would start working at afternoon...¬¬" But...I couldn't stay for class, because I had driving classes at afternoon and I couldn't cancel it (I can cancel only 24 hrs before class)...The result!? I went to college to do nothing!!! Aaah....>___<"
Then, I went home...at least a good thing, my friend gave me a ride!!! =] Then I save time, to make everything that I had to do...and went to driving classes...
When I went back home...my boyfriend called me, saying that a friend was inviting us to hang out today...And everybody is already on vacation, except me!!! Went pissed off again...waaah!!! Tomorrow I have classes, and need to wake up early!!! Okay, I'm a little bit lazy to go, but at the same time I wanna spend some time with friends!!! I need this, day after day college is making me crazy!! Besides, I'm already at pajamas now...just waiting to have dinner...xD
I'm so stressed now....>=(  I'm even not getting focus on every single thing I need to do...
I think I'm gonna stop doing college works today...I'll wait for dinner...then play DS, maybe I can relieve my stress!!!
Oh, such random thing, but I dye and cut my hair 2 days ago!! ^^ I needed to change it..!!! Now I have a short haircut..It's easier to care than long hair...=p
Uff....*stressed out*....
Now I'm feelling better...but still pissed!! T__T

Oh, just a week that I've posted here!! =p
Wow, last week was "shorter" than usual!  We had a holiday on thursday, so, no classes on the last 2 days of the week!! =]
BTW, friday was Valentine's Day here in my country!! ^^ Of course I passed the whole day with my boyfriend!!! Except at morning, that I had driving lessons!! But at afternoon, we spend all the time at the mall!! I was looking for some coats to me, as the wheather is getting colder...but I only founded expensive ones!! u.u" And I'm not in conditions to spent lot of money now!! =p So we went to Adidas Outlet...there I found 2 coats, for a good price!! xD But my bank account...¬¬" Anyway...I'm happy now with my new clothes!! ^^
Aah!! Friday I picked up my Gekkan EXILE! ^^ It's a little bit delayed, as things take some time to arrive here...it takes exactly 2 months...so I recieved the first mag with all the 14 members on the cover!!! It also makes me so happy!! ^^ And talking about EXILE, yeah, as I tought, I started loving their new song, Fireworks!! ^^ It's really catchy!!! =D
And the weekend was as usual...saturday night getting out with friends (always to eat something!!) and sunday at home, sleeping too much!!!! 
Today I get back to reality...and thinking about life, I realized how quickly time passes...OMG, people around me are getting married!! And they have almost my age or a little bit older...I have some friends that has been married...some already had babies...it makes me sad!!!!! Well I can say that getting married and having babies are not in my plans...not now!! Maybe in some years I started thinking about it!!! xD Time is passing really really quick!! It seems that was yesterday that I was in high school, laughing, talking about random things with my friends, without worries!!! It was so nice...the best time of my life, unitl now!!! Now thinking about me...time passed too!! =p After finishing high school 2 years passed til I start my university...and now, I'm on the 3rd year!! I've reached the half of my studies at university...for those who don't know, I'm doing Faculty of Pharmacy...^^
Just to finish my thoughts...life is too short!! OMG...I'm getting worried about it...o.O"
Hm, I've just finished downloading The Quiz Show 2, ep 8!!! Can't wait to watch!!!! And I had some trouble downloading it...I started downloading it at 1 pm...but when I was almost completing the download...I had some trouble with my intenet connection and the download stopped >.<" When I tried to resume it, I got no success...¬¬ So, I had to start downloading it again...waah...>__< I almost went crazy!!! But now, things are settled...so I'm gonna watch it!! \o/ I'm curious to see what happens in this ep!!! xD
So, oyasumi!!! 
Ja ne!! ^^

Well...today is monday!! Actually, the day is ending, but...so many things happened today, that I'm in the mood to write here!! =p

Let's start from the beginning, right?! Hm, I woke up, at the same time I used to, every single day, and went to my university, sleepy, as always!! xD The problem: I had an exam today...and I just didn't study yesterday!!!! Okay, I'm really a lazy person...but, when I came into my classroom, there were so many people talking about the exam that I became desperate!! I felt so dumb there!! I didn't recognize even a word of what they were talking about...o.O" So, a friend arrived and she helped me, explaining some things that could be at the exam...Then, I just memorized all those things she told me and we went to exam...And, when I receives the exam, what wasn't my surprise when I saw that EVERYTHING, I said, EVERYTHING, that she made me memorize was at the exam's questions!! I felt so relieved!!! You guys have no idea of what I felt!! xD Thanks to her, I was safe in this matter!! ^^ 

Then, went back home, had lunch and went out again, I started having driving classes today!! xD Heheh!! I was afraid of...but I just loved driving!!! It's really simple, but demands so many attention...so many things to do and to think about at the same time!!! I though I'd be crazy with all those things in my mind!! But everything was okay, and I'm loving learning to drive!! =D Can't wait to have my license!! ^^

Aah!! Now a little bit of fandom....xD I was listening to Oh My Radio, when Makidai played the new EXILE's single, "FIREWORKS"!!! I was definetly curious about this song!! It's an upbeat song, with Doberman Inc collaboration...and if I'm not mistaken, I could hear Nesmith and Shokichi voices only at a single part of the song, after Doberman Inc part...like a special collaboration too!! It's a nice song...but I think it's different of any other EXILE song...there's something of oriental beats...don't know how to explain!! But at first, it didn't catch me...maybe after listening it some times, I start lovin' it!! xD *which is happening with almost all new EXILE's singles....¬¬"*
Talking about fandom...I'm a little bit late, but I downloaded Arashi's single "明日の記憶  Crazy Moon ～キミ・ハ・ムテキ～" last week...and oh, I'm soooo addicted to Crazy Moon!! The PV, definetly love it, the dance, everything!!! ^^ And Sho...ooh my...*__* Hehe! *He always makes me drool a lot...*

Waah, this is such a big post!! >__<" But I'll finish this!! I'm going to watch an AnS I've just finished downloading...and then, watch Ryusei no Kizuna with my mom...yeah, my mom really like doramas too...but she always complains about the english subs!! she always asks me to download doramas with portuguese subs, but it's hard to find...and I'm too lazy to use torrent and download all those files again!!! Hehe...such a bad daughter!! xD

Hm...I feel that I write so much today...so that's it!! =]
Ja ne!! ^^

Uwaaaaa...it's so cold!!! Brr...my hands are freezing!! It was so hard waking up in the morning with such a cold weather...anyway...I do like cold weather...but...this cold is making me sick!! My head aches...my allergies comes up...it's really awful!!!
Well...let's talk about nice things...hehe...I've finished Maou last night...and wow!! I just loved it!! I've watched from 4th to the last episode yesterday!! It was so addictive...I couldn't stop watching it!! =]
Now I'm thinking about which dorama I'll watch...actually, I have to finish some doramas that I've started watching...wah...now's too late...tomorrow I have to wake up early...even if it's saturday, I have to work!!!! And I have to study for exams...>.<"
Have so much videos to watch...downloaded EXH and EXILE Generation...and didn't have time enough to watch!! =/  Btw...talking about EXILE...WTH is their new single name?! o.O" First is "Monster"...now "The Hurricane ~ Fireworks~"...well, I'm just wishing that they make a great song!! Wait to see ne....
Well..I'm so sleepy now...*going to bed*
So...oyasumi! ^^

Yaaay!!
Finally this week is ending...\o/  It was such a tough week...damn...things definetly won't be easy from now on...lot of things to do...and exams are coming!! >.< " The only problem is to study...I just hate studying!! Besides I believe that nobody likes huh....but I don't like and can't study too...it's such a problem...but...life goes on!!
I was in a hurry to gather some documents...and today was the last day that I could send them...it was a hard work, but I hope that all this hard work brings good results...I think I never had worked so hard in such few days!! From tuesday to friday I thought that I was going crazy!! But I'm praying that everything will be ok!! =p
Now is just relax...and try to study...at least a little bit ne...
So...nice weekend to everybody!! ^^v

Wa...don't know, but something makes me feel that I have to write now...o.O"
Actually, it's around 1:20 am...I should be sleeping...but today, my internet connection didn't allow me to do all my homeworks, as long as I can't connect since 8:30 pm....I get my internet back it was past midnight...so, I'm like a zombie here...
I have to read some papers...aah, definetly I hate to read scientific papers...since English is not my native language, I became more and more lazy to do these things...I understand, but some words are just restrict to science...it's boring!!! 
Hm...so...waah, I don't know!! I'm so lost with so many things to do...don't even know where I should start from...
I think I'm going to sleep...=p
Oyasumi!! ^^

Waahh...it's been a long time, huh!?! I didn't try using this.. =p
Actually...my life's a mess!! Ehm...not really, but I'm getting crazy with my university's stuffs...so many things to do...and I'm unwilling to do all of them!! Result of this: so many things to study...so many things to do...it became a snow ball!! >.<"
As you can see...I'm really a lazy person...=P I even haven't seen the doramas I've downloaded....really have to watch all of them!! 
This LJ's becoming a trash box!! xD Well..but thinking about it...my intention on creating a LJ account is really this...anyway...¬¬"
Hm...I think that's too much trash for today!! 
Now I'm gonna watch something...probably something related to EXILE or Arashi...Eh, I didn't write this before, but I'm a really huge fan of them!! My Arashi fandom is really recent, but I really loooveee EXILE! ^^v
Yay...now I'm going...=p
Ja ne!! ^^

Hi there!! ^^
Actually, I'm not so into LJ, so...I'm a little bit lost!! xD But as time goes by, I'll learn how this works and make it better!!!! 
Probably you'll find here some things about me...such random things!!